Today, Alhamdullilah.... the baby in me turns officially 32 weeks which means I am 8 months preggy.
Today Insya'allah, I will be visiting my chirpy and sweet Gynea.
Today, I suddenly wanna move to Wordpress cos I want to have some protected "privacy" post. If I were to start another blog, It would be Private and would be named
" Conversations with GOD ".... heh.
Today, I realised that no matter how I say I want to be a sweet loving wife, I sometimes doubt if I can ever achieve that 100 %. I doubt if that is ever achievable. I doubt if anyone's Patience can reach that level which I hope to attain.
Today, I want to tell the world that Pre Natal Depression is for REAL and...... maybe only soaking myself in prayers and remembrance of GOD can remove this sucky feeling.
Today, I TRY to have split personalities in order to have happy thoughts for the sake of my children and the people around me. Especially for my children...