As per my mum, these are not problems, just minor test from Allah (swt) to see if I have patience to go through motherhood.
Each passing day, I find myself struggling with Abang's discipline. He is a cheeky and sweet boy but many a times, he misbehaves and put me in very a difficult position. Unless you are a mother of an active boy, you might not understand what hubby and me go through. Its alot of DEEP DEEP breaths.
I analyse my life, and find that its all about bringing up the kids in the best possible way in terms of their akhlaq, Iman and Ilmu.
Its about being a supportive and caring wife,
and its about being a better person.
That is all for now.
Allah, I thank you for putting me back on the straight path. How sinful and foolish I was to think about other's sins when I myself am struggling to be a better person. I seek you Magfirah.
I need to concentrate on my own good deeds instead of thinking about others wrong doing.
Thank you Allah for your guidance, You are Most Near and never Far. I place my sorrows and trust in YOU for nothing is Possible without your Mercy.
May Allah gives me strength in times of needs and the wisdom ( Ya Alim) to raise my children well.
** I smile and I move on. To YOU whom I have harboured hatred towards, It is all erased.*
Rejab bulan maghfirah (keampunan)
Syaaban bulan syafaat
Ramadan bulan menggandakan kebajikan
Rejab bulan taubat
Syaaban bulan muhibbah
Ramadan bulan dilimpahi pahala bagai hujan mencurah
Adik has started to move and squirm in the car alot. I think its time we belt her up in the car seat.