I feel blessed today...
Im grateful for all the things that Im given
and no, I dont feel scared at all ....
I guess, reading Asma-UlHusna is really powerful.
I went to class this morning and received alot of Ilmu in menghalusi solat. Masya'allah my Ustaz is really knowledgeble. My heart soften as I looked at hubby sitting in front. Thats what Ilmu does to u. Its the medicine for the restless heart.
Life is really wonderful, even amidst the scary times, there is a reason to it.
One thing I have to say is Little Habib is so much closer to me now. Not so when I was working at my other job. Even when this job is making me much busier but still Little Habib is closer to me meaning, there's more blessings.
Yes, Allah (swt) is mysterious and he works mysteriously. I hated the fact that I took this job but slowly, I can see the blessings.
Im not going to throw the towel in yet. Im gonna stick around for awhile. Im going to prove myself , yes mua self, the "Mak Lembek " that I can do it, with much patience and less complaining.