Alhamdullilah.. today is 10th Muharam, Hari Asyura... this day seems to hold a special place in my heart now...
Its been rather long since I left this blog idle, till I kindda lost the art of blogging. Yes, it does feel rather weird.
Another 2 days till Adik turns 1 mth old. This little angle of mine has been such a big help. She is easy to handle, wakes up 2-3 times for milk or diaper change, than she sleeps back, no major problems, no wailing and crying unless she is hungry and she does seems rather independent.
Im facing a major challenge with Little Habib. May Allah (swt) makes things easy for me and him. He is having separation anxiety with me big time as he has entered the schooling phase of his life. Its the 3r day today, and its still pretty bad. I wont mention much, just that its really causing me much sadness and stress and I blame it on the way hubby and me brought him up. With Adik, I promise it will be different.
No more clingy-ness and hard core pampering.
My days are now filled with taking care of the 2 kids, ensuring Little Habib gets some own time with me, feeding my little guzzler, feeding.... changing diaper....feeding and more feeding....breastfeeding on demand is really tiring....
yes I agree with Norza, we breastfeeding mums are like human cows. Still, I will try my best to stay thankful.